It was me.

Finally, on my wilderness.

=== Subic bay ===

I've done a lot of mistakes.

But I am human.

Got no perfect, who does?

Judas?

But I am not arrogant.

I might be snob. But I am friendly.

I got sick.

But I can get well.

Thanks for the support.

Love and care.

I counted you inside.

Heart and Life.

I have you.

You have me.

It's forever. Even if you deny me.

You allow me to touches you.

Now it will haunt you.

Please be humble and kind.

Life too short, life too beautiful.

See our shoes. We used to step on them everyday.

They brought us to different places.

Happy and sad.

But despite it all, shoes were on our side.

 Simple plan is to become a happy me. Black and white. No pretending.

Call me naive but I am happier this way. 

I don't have much expectation.

I don't need to prove myself.

Because of thinking less,

I experience more.

Courage from the heart.

The Fernandez

Sunday again! Family time which always my pleasure to be with my love ones.

We went to SM, Palapala Cavite and there shopping was our bonding moments.

Another round of bribery happened. John and Sydney pull out another dramatic entourage to convince me another new toy with the small kisses I can not refuse. Melting heart and yeah, everything was very easy. -_-

I saw future police skills in these kids. Lol.

Another collectibles for the bribe. 

Ok, recently damaged John's hair. I am sorry baby. Sometimes I would like to experiment new kids hair style.

Sydney on her cooking toys. Maybe she aspired to be a chef or what?!

Echo, the teaser. He doesn't play anymore. He's a dude.

Lunch time in Mang Inasal!

Mark Anthony (my baby brother) with Echo (my nephew)

With mum and bebe girl. I look so fucking tired. Lol.

Happy family

My cute baby bro.

Sydney was suffering from self-centernism. Wahaha!

More on happiness.

Nice spot so the kids were running to sit I was like: "Nooooo!!!" LOL.

;)

The future models

We go ahead the SM Appliance section because I wanna check my future gift to mum on Christmas.

I've grown up with this kind of brand. ;)

Enough for my kids.

Sydney, John Alexander, Mark Anthony and Echo. Chilaxing!

Before we go home we made some funny pix for the kids. And yeah, tired but awesome.

John? Haha!

The 3 Musketeers.

Muahahaha! Echo the pinocchio. Lol.

This one made me ROFFL!

Oh, after the fun bonding I felt like no going back to Binondo but I have to. Sadness anticipating the solo moves again. My daughter don't wanna let me go this time she wrapped her arms too tight. Pinch on my heart though. I promised myself this won't go long forever. Someday soon, I will fill the gap. Family..that's all that matters to me now. Tell your love ones how much you love and care for them. Time too short.

I told mum, I wanna enjoy more of our remaining days on earth. We all grow old but I want to collect those memories I can add on another shelf of happiness. I do cherish every moments of my old life. Duh, sounds pathetic. Haha! I am still young though but I can not deny I am old in some ways.

Anticipating more adventure on or before my birthday.

Joey Pepperoni Pizzeria

It was a Sunday bonding with my two loving kids. Sometimes I might felt it wasn't enough because I got only once a week time for them. Quality time? I am a failure. Yes, but I don't have choices. I need to work hard for them. It's my guilty pleasure of treating them to some fancy restaurant or might bought them a new toys or new stuff. Sigh! It is not really enough. I am a simple person with one simple dream for them. A family. I do really bringing them the best that I can be. But giving them a daddy is not yet the right time. I got this feeling of emptiness I knew I can work being their mother and a father the same time. Let's face it, they still need some daddy to protect and guide them. I am praying soon it will come, after the long wait it will one day come true.

Enough of dreaming. Happiness is very welcome.

Pic#1 My Life.

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Pic#3  

Pic#4 The fabulous and sweet. That's her. Lol.

Pic#5 My lil warrior.

The first plan was to eat in Wendy's, they loved to spend some frosty licking moment. Yet I've decided to go somewhere we never used to be. How about in Joey Pepperoni Pizzeria! John don't like the idea but Sydney favored my decision. Majority wins! Lol.

Pic#6 Obviously.

Pic#7 They were so hungry they just hide. Wahaha!

The order took half an hour almost wtf! The kids complaining a lot it's kinda I can't control. I've told them that the chicken we ordered still trying to catch by the good looking chef. So trying to divert their focus.

Some cam-whoring shots.

Pic#8  

Pic#9 My bebe girl.

Ok, ice tea are being served.

 Pic#10

Pic#11 The excitement and hungriness combined.

Pic#12

Joey Pepperoni Pizzeria

SM Dasmariñas
134 Upper Ground Floor SM Dasmariñas, Dasmariñas, Cavite, Philippines

Pic#13 with the dramatic ceiling.

Pic#14

Pic#15 

Pic#16 The food wasn't serve yet. Omigosh! The kids was kinda uncomfortable.

Pic#17 And irritated somehow.

Pic#18 Sydney on her magical glass. Lol.

Pic#19 John complained to be sleepy in waiting.

Pic#20 ZZzzz....

Pic#21 Still patiently waiting.

FINALLY after a decade.

Pic#22 Pollo Impanato Con Riso (Chicken Fingers with Rice) - P99

Pic#23 Chicken Alla Griglia Con Riso - P99

Pic#24 Chow!

Pic#25

Pic#26 The nommer John.

Pic#27 The nommer Sydney

Pic#28

Pic#29

Pic#30. Wendy's burger

Pic#31 Dolci Dessert (Fondente Brownie Ala Mode) - P90

The main event!

Pic#32 I thought the brownie wasn't enough but they hardly finished the stuff.

Pic#33 Food bribery was done. Hihi.

Now for the second bribe.

Pic#34 Another waste/mess around our home.

Lesson: Whatever tight schedule a parent should always be there for their kids. Precious time is priceless. And before that night I left them, Sydney was crying I've asked her but she just nod. While I am on the bus way back to Manila, John sent me SMS that he loves me and must take care of my ass. I love you more, my angels. Don't worry very soon we will have a big happy family.