Daddy Wasn't There

"Who is this man I used to call father?,
Dad, please draw your arms around here,
so you can feel my sufferings."

image credit: Children At Risk

Mom you were there for everything in my life but daddy wasn't.

You were there when I needed you
to catch me if I'd fall
But daddy didn't love me
he didn't care at all

When I was sick, you cured me
made sure I was ok
but daddy never did that
because he went away

you put me in this life
and were always there for me
but daddy wasn't there
it was hard for him to see

I was tucked into bed
and was kissed good-night
but daddy was never there
to turn off the light

you held me close to you
every time I fell
But daddy didn't crack
he stayed inside his shell

so thank you mom, for being there
even if daddy’s away
I'm always here to be with you
because I know you here to stay

I love you mom with all my heart,
so please don't leave my side
don't turn into daddy,
because daddy lied

I will always be your helper,
I will always be your friend
just let me know
that your mother comfort will never end


A Walk To Remember

This blog is supposed not to titled as " A Walk To Remember" because as all we knew and famously acclaimed as one of the best film of Mandy Moore and Shane West last 2002 but of course, this is my own blogsite so who cares if I borrow same line above. Hmm, but I guess it is much nicer if I titled it as " A Walk To Burn Fats", lol corny!

So before you guys complain, here's the photos you may puke or something else to praise like, "Ewww!!" Hahaha!

Obviously, we have nothing much to do except being a certified mothers! Applause! So here's more photos for you guys to get sleep. Teeheehee!

I felt like we're just going to buy some foods in the market.

Annoyed or what?! I am just trying to sit back then relax with this muddy-look pond. Plus, additional bushes around. Hehehe.

Initially, the kids we're jumping excitedly like a frog during rainy moments when we told them to be ready for our "walkathon" but now so irritated that only the mothers are enjoying for the endless cam whoring.

Looks so upset? :(

Or heart broken, honey?

Ei, Sydney mad or what? Smile pleaseeeee.......

Mixed emotion of scared and horrified. Hehehee.

Still in the appearance of unhappiness.

Yesss, now trying to be glad.

But that was the time when we consider ourselves very plain. So, yesterday we decided to go some more walkathons. Don't ask me why. The point --> exercise lah!

Note: this time is more awesome you might suffer severe confusion. ^_^

Glamoruos look, yes or no?

My hair so long like Sadako.

Agree or what? (AGREE!! echoooo!)

The sexy mum and the cute daughter.

Alek looks so cool here like a little fisherman. Hahaha!

Very nice shot!

Tons of cam whoring:

OMFG! WTF happened to my honey's right eye? Something she might rub maybe.

Time to explore little world:

How glad to be a small girl once again and thought only happiness.

My handsome little boy, Alek.

Her highness, Princess Kate.

And of course, Her Royalness Sydney!

Yes, we are once more a small girl...I mean, a kid at heart:

Sometimes we need to get ourselves happy as we can be. Don't let someone ruin your happiness. Because everyone deserves to be happy. Happiness is very FREE! So, we better treat you a yummy...



Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

- Groucho Marx


Family Time

After a three months of spending time with my kids without failure 24/7, I felt and realized it was never been an easy career of being a full time mother of my two great kids.

When I was still working from a simple office, I've always felt unpaid because I was like living with a deep hole in my heart. I am working 8 hours, 5 days in a week then after a usual payday to convince myself that I was satisfied of course, NO!

Now, after a couple of months for this "long vacation" I thought that it will end only after settling with my Baby. I am just waiting for the coming "confirmation" of his application abroad.

June 20, 2010 was simple and really a great family time. I turned 31 years older but still look young as far as I am concerned. Lol. I have loaded a couple of photos for you guys to see what I am talking here. :-)

Wow! Yummy-licious choco-Cake, a gift from my sweet-tempting sister in- law. Even she was busy the whole time yelling at my niece yet she managed to bought some cake and Jollibee crispy chicken. Yum!

Yay! The small party wasn't starting yet Kate's small hand begins to steal the marsmallow of my cake.

We're ready, not to eat but to take tons of photos! Here with my son and daughter and of course, my older sister, Joy.

It was one of my happiest birthday moments but I wish I can spend more Bdae together with our parents and other siblings.

Roar! The Bdae Monster! Hahaha!

Time to slice!

Nom nom nom!

The other cake monsters. Waahaahaa!

And a tons of happy photos/moments below. I can't type anymore because the little Sydney and Kate madly dancing with the tune of Boom Boom Pow of Black Eyes Peas.

Pretty poise with my two trophies. Mad cute, ehem!

It was like a Colgate Toothpaste models, huh? Only Kate seems so serious, eh?

Trying to pose like a slut which turns my Baby react like " Eww.. Landi!" Hahaha! Never to try that anymore. He loves me even I won't act like a bombshell.

It was noticeable that my face reaction is visibly happy and contented surrounded by people I loved most, of course my FAMILY.

I wanna thank my beautiful sis-in-law, Natz without her my birthday will not turned out so happy like this. Thanks to my sibling, Gideon whom so far yet so near by sending gift (DKNY Be Delicious Perfume), thanks to baby Kate whom so cute and very "makulit", thanks to my Ate Joy, whom visited to spent some nice moments with us, my kids John Alexander and Sydney Chinenye because without you little tykes, I will never be a grateful mother. And last, but not the least, my soulmate Carlo Junne because without you we can't eat nice food. Hahaha! (a very good cook!) Kidding aside, thank you Baby because of your time, effort and unconditional love I still value the meaning of a true love that comes from a man.

I have tried to discourage you not to loved me back yet you're still here with us through rainy and shiny weekends. That I must believed on your birthday wish for me, Happiness!





Happy Birthday to me!!! yipee!

“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”

- Ashley Smith
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