Wish To be Someone Like You

As I watched the time goes by, I realized how beautiful you are inside & out. I never thought you gonna turned like a young lady right now.


September 02, 2008 still the shelf of memories we're so clear. Angelic-soft face... tiny nails... kissable lips and curly hair. On my journey of having you swollen my tummy was excitedly frightening. Anticipating a black Nija baby wasn't easy. I couldn't imagine what you gonna looks like. I do hope that everything will be okay and safe.


Look at you now, my baby girl, you looks so different and comes with your own charisma. Every time you go out, people got overwhelmed with your beauty. They got confused. They asked if you are an Arab, Indian or African.


You are my African baby queen. =)


They said you gonna be the next Ms. Universe. Oh really? Thanks for all the complimentary. But some people misjudge your beauty and capability. Wow, tie your neck and jump out the cliff. Fucking dumbass! Take note, BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL. I am talking to my daughter, not with the father who abandoned her! Black is only absolutely beautiful because of her. Period!


I knew someday, if he was still alive. He might gonna bump with his perjurer eyes this own beautiful blogsite and surely gonna read every bit of my blog. I wish before he could turn this page off, he will suffer with suffocation of guilt. But I doubt it, devil people die too long. I don't know but for now, I can't see a place for forgiveness. I am sorry but somehow my daughter would understand.

So, to you! Yes, fucktard you knew who you are. You said I am gonna throw her away, why dumb people like you don't understand/realized you are being dumb, do you?


Erase, erase!


I will show some photos that might turn my mood to happy from angry. Lol.

Best in Swimsuit

Ms. Photogenic




Best in Long Gown








Shoppers Choice & Texters Choice

Lol.





Ms. Talent (most loud scream ever!)




Ms. Friendship






Well, she got all the awards!


Congratulations, Ms. Sydney Chinenye Fernandez Nwabara!

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Home- sweet-Home

I am feeling LESS lazy to blog now. Certainly, I will post randomly as far as my mind will catch those memories. Lol.

Okay, house are mess. Kids are not feeling well.

Yup. My brother upgraded his home-sweet-home. But worst, we ended a snowy house. Lol.

Yup, that's the outside view from my window. Nice weather or not?

Obviously, my room's window. Remembering an old house? Hehehe.




Can't help but fell in love with the sunshiny-crispy clouds.

This is what I am talking, man. Our home was demolished, I mean renovated. :D

The Demolition Team




And here's the Squatters.




" I think we could enjoy a white Christmas this year?"



Eating hollow block, mad crazy!


Emo! ( She's Not inlove to him?) White powder inside our home.

horror feet. hehehe.



Which one is mine? Lol.



And so we decided to chill out to Mcdonald. Let's go!



Cam-whoring first before anything




The green kids






Poor babies... :(



There's a monster at Sydney's back!


handsome






My loves


Cuteness


Lovely



Ready to go!


My share! Yums.



Nomming...

Nice rides, nice moments. Now, time to go home.


Moonlight.... dreaming...

Shower & sleeping time.


NIGHTS!

No pleasure is comparable to the standing upon the vantage-ground of truth.

- Francis Bacon

Not Well

Last Monday, September 06 we got our H1N1 vaccination ( health conscious? of course!) for some reasons, here.


Surprisingly, after we got the needle torturable moments, sooner we felt like our whole body suffer from much pain. I don't understand, trying to figure it out maybe the said vaccine released the viruses outside our body or inviting it in. LOL.


Well, it's not the virus concerned but just wanna share some of my daughter's mucus photo remembrance. It's a part of cam-whoring her first doll (coz she got tons of stuff toy & this is a GIFT!),p/s: thank you, Tita natie! Well, some stuff are just for fun.

Enjoy.

Tadah! Here's the mucus, I mean the cute doll! (See her nose, poor baby!)

Notice her eye, sag and almost sleepy because she was damn sick after that fuckin' injection. :-P

Can't believe she can still do some cam-whoring ( sick but still lovely!)


Mad cute with very pensive eyes.


Ei, Sydney maybe we can start dressing her up after combing, eh?


" Ok, Mom... whatever...."


" Do this magic wand works? "


In her white beautiful gown.


In red polka dots/pink gown. Look at Sydney's nose. Ew! hahaha!


" See, mom! How can I have so much mucus? "


Very nice aqua blue gown.


Runny nose or the red seductive gown? Muah!


Mad cute silky sky blue dress.


How about this one? Can't describe enough.


Very inspiring violet or purple?

I guess that's all I got in my camera film. Lol. Next cam-whoring to update soon, I promise.

Question, what is more worthy, the moments you spent with your child or the worth of money you send for their wellness? How about, NONE of the above? I knew someone who didn't care for a blink concern. His name was Sydon AKA Syd Lowell as I found him out in facebook new members recently. Fuckin' gorilla knew how to use FB, huh? Of course, to convince some innocent stupid girl to victimize? Watch but he was gone after a day before I searched him again. Hmm, maybe he was afraid I might add him? Go, kill yourself Sydon/Syd Lowell whoever you are fucker! But once I got you, if you are still alive, you must pay! The ghost you created will hunt you and will make you realized how gorgeously stupid & lousy dick you are!


I 'm no mad.... not at all. Phew! Just an honest opinion, ladies & gentlemen. We're not living forever. We lived because of our children. We became worthy once we truly take good care of our kids. Future means them.


We worry about what a child will become tomorrow, yet we forget that he is someone today. ~Stacia Tauscher