Letter To My Unborn

 

Rizal Park, Luneta on my 16 weeks

My Angel,

I knew it wasn't fine at first. I was afraid and not ready for this new battle of life. I was been selfish to you and think only of myself. God knows, I have sinful thoughts on you which until now haunted my soul. Despite of my weakness you have been stronger to hold on. You are screaming inside my belly and pray that God's glory will saved you. Yes and it does. I am so sorry for being self centered, my baby. I am trying my whole best to give to you the chance of good life and to see the moon shining so bright. For you to feel the warmth of the sun and the promise of security against the battle field coming into your way.

Days passes by when you moved around my belly and now I am feeling you more closer to me which held more love to me for you. I love you Angel more than you ever know. You  will be part of my dreams and trophy of life. Very soon I am gonna see your small finger nails and tiny smile. Excitedly anticipating to share bundle of joy with you and will follow your small foot steps.

My baby, I might not be a perfect mother but I assure to give the perfect moments though. There will be no one like you in any place of this world. For you are the seed of God that has given for me as a reflection of being a true woman. I hope one day I make you proud being your mum and your friend. Because you have made me complete already as a human. 

I love you, my angel.

Vilve on Instagram

I supposed to be punished I guess. I am neglecting my blogsite for damn long days and November was almost over with an EMPTY page on my website. WTF!

So before this month end, I wanna share my new Instagram account to where you can update one of your favorite photo memories. Still on my beginning mode, please understand any delay. Lol.

God bless everyone. ;)

Taste Buds

Only yums is allowed!I wanna eat more and more!

Snacks to go

Spicy Clubhouse

All we need:

3 slice of bread

spicy luncheon meat (fried)

1 large egg (scrambled)

cabbage

mayonnaise

butter

First, put some butter to your bread and slightly make it brown in a pan (don't burn). Set aside. Then add some toppings on your golden bread, put some mayonnaise, top it with luncheon meat, scrambled egg and garnish some cabbage according to your hungriness. Lol. You can put cheese or ham if you like it. 

Enjoy. ;)

Juicy Hotdog 

This will take no effort ;)

2 pcs hotdog buns

2 pcs medium size Purefoods classic hotdog (steamed)

Mayonnaise 

Ketsup

Slice the hotdog buns. Spread evenly some mayonnaise then put the steamed hotdog and add some ketsup and mayo on top.

Enjoy! ;)

Dinner to go.

Coconut Spice Tilapia

2 medium size tilapia

1 medium cup coconut milk

2 pcs small chili

5 pcs pechay leaves

1 small glove garlic

1 small onion

Saute garlic until golden brown. Follow the onion then put the coconut milk into boil. 5 minutes is enough then put the fish until it cooks. Add some flavor. Put the pechay leaves and boil for 3 minutes. Don't overcook guys. Enjoy the dinner.

 Sweet and Sour Tilapia

Yes, I like tilapia and my belly baby is craving for it. Lol.

3 medium size tilapia (fried)

1 big size carrots

1 small pouch tomato sauce

3 pcs medium size tomato

1 small size garlic clove

1 small onion

1/2 teaspoon ginger

Saute the magical garlic follow the ginger until it turn brown. Follow the onion and tomato. Put 1 pouch of tomato sauce and add some small amount of water because it will be sticker. After it boils, add some spices to taste and add the carrots until it cook together with the fried tilapia. Serve while it hot.

Yummy!

Adobong Pata (Marinated Pork legs)

1/2 kgs of baby pork legs (boiled and tender)

2 table spoon black beans

spring onion

1 small onion

1 small garlic clove

soy sauce

vinegar

sprite soda

Put the pork baby leg on boiled until tender. Marinate the pork with soy sauce,vinegar,sprite and some spices according to your taste. Put it overnight in the refrigerator.Then after the next day, saute some garlic, onion and the marinated pork. While it turned brown put the marinated sauce you have made last night and bring to boil. Put some black beans. Garnish some spring onion. Tadah! Done.

Ok, guys hope you enjoy some pretty simple taste buds on my blog.

Craving for more!

That all!

Tiny Sights, Bigger Bites

Hello my dear readers!

I am almost enough of my crazy cravings and morning sickness but still the head aches remains like hell especially after the whole office work was done. Well, I still remember my son's first experienced of morning sickness was almost faint me off every time I'd smell the fragrance of fabric conditioner. During that time, I craved for a food that shouldn't be bought in a store, it should be given by someone or something I should ask for. Lol crazy. On my daughter's craving time, I've almost died puking if I saw some hair strands on toilet sink etc. And the time of hers, I like to eat siomai which visibly appeared on the bottom of her right ear. Which is cute. =)

On my third unborn baby, I eat everything but if I didn't like the food I threw up like hell. My stomach will left so empty until the saliva will turn greenish. Yes, guys I am more than 15 weeks of my pregnancy. I can't elaborate why, how, who and when it happened. Everything still I wanna keep in some private details so spare me, thanks. I thought the unborn baby shouldn't be put in some tension right? All I can say was I am trying hard that everything in behalf of my family was in good health, peace of mind and I knew soon I can have this long time happiness I am craving for. My family and my old friends knew everything about my past which is something I adore from them coz they respect whatever decisions I made.

Still I thank God for this overwhelming attention I get from my guy. And this time, I can't ask for more and I got no more cursing from someone or something from my past coz he always put me in any positive thoughts. Simple life but full of respect and love of course.

Well, enough of those words I wanna show you some pictures taken from my new phone yes I got new one.Lol. I love this phone coz it's so sleek, shiny and thin. It has the most friendly-touch-screen features. It's my Cherry Mobile W900-Curvaceous Droid. Find it more HERE!

Cassava Cake I've craved lately. Yums!

Almost 16 weeks. =)

The edited pic from my phone not that nice. =(

Well, I've missed my travel maybe later next year I will gathered some resources to update some of my trekking blog. Happiness wouldn't enough here. Life so short even shorter if we focus on things and peeps that will only make us unhappy. I am not God so I stop  cursing my past and I wanna live in a purpose. My pregnancy is not on my plan, not even thinking a glimpse of it. I was afraid at first. I wanna turn back and scream in silence. Yet I have realized, this is a blessing. I didn't expected it but it's a gift. And they said, it is better to be given something you didn't really want right now than to NOT be given something that you really want. Thank you God, for not letting me to be selfish and for not letting me to think backwards rather by teaching me to walk forwardly happy.

Praise be to God!

The Mistress

Yeah, another late entry. Thanks to Wifi lol.

It was indeed another come back movie of the famous Philippine love team, John Lloyd Cruz and Bea Alonzo. With my friends we went to Lucky China Town last September 20 to watch "The Mistress" movie.

Very beautiful movie.

5 movie pass =)

The block buster waiting lines of fans.

Me waiting slash camwhoring

The cinemas of Lucky China Town Mall

Me

Yes, I've never tell anyone here about my condition. I supposed to keep it more private this time. My blogspot is an open diary. Yet, I wanna ask this time not to discuss more about my personal life,only this moment. I am facing another chapter of my life which I hope it will be a better choice for my family. 

Carlyn with Cherry

Rufa with Ritchel

Inside, before the movie begin.

Camwhoring while watching lol.

The said movie was a mixed of drama and romance. It was indeed one of those matured and two thumbs up movie of the year and most "kilig" factor between the John Lloyd and Bea. Grab a DVD copy if you miss the movie. =)

The moments with my friends.

Colorful eh?

=)

Thanks for another memories. And thanks to our cinema ticket sponsored by our boss, Mr Johnny Wong. 

Sir Johnny with Cherry.

Life is not bad at all! God bless, Sir Johnny for your kind heart.

Take life so easy..like a gunnam style. Haha!

UPDATE:

I have been thinking what to eat and thought to share it with you guys. Very nice! ;)

Craving for Chowking bola-bola siopao. Yummeh!

Something So Fishy

I wanna blog about my daughter's 4th bdae celebration which had happened two weeks ago, September 2 yet I still got no photos on my hand. So to fill the blank page of my blogspot, I wonder to put some fish dish why not eh?

Anyway, this could be sounds boring so click exit and sleep. :)

My dish for today was Tilapia Black Beans.

We don't need some expensive ingredients only the skill to cook. Lol. I have brought some small tilapia fish last week in Divisoria market and don't know how to make it taste good. So here we go.

Ingredients:
2 Small fried tilapia
1 clove garlic, dice small
1 small onion, minced
2 tablespoon oil
2 full table spoon black beans
1 small piece sili
1 pack ginisa mix
1/2 spoon of sugar

There is no use to combine the knowledge power. Even small kiddo can make this as a starter. Ok, after you fried tilapia fish, set aside. Put oil in a pan. Saute garlic, onion until it turns brown. Then follow the black beans until it mix together and put some flavors according to your taste. Sugar will surely blend to the sour taste of our black beans. Put half glass of water. Yes dear, we are making the soup! :)

After we're done with the soup it will likely be sticker a bit, then put the fried tilapia on top and blend with the other ingredients. That's it, we eat!!

TADAH!

Spicy Tilapia on Black Beans

My photo doesn't seem nice but it surely taste good.

Have a happy heart! God bless you. ;)

A New Seed

I am travelling into a different life.

A life I never imagined.

I was confused.

I was scared.

But then again, this crystal tear,

made me braver.

Now I was overwhelmed.

A life that could make me change.

To hold and to trust.

Faith that made me strange.

Yes, this wasn't me anymore.

For little one that give me a new hope.

A life that I could dear.

Simple happiness that was so sincere.

Looking into the bright side.

A rainbow that I could spell it right.

Hope to spread it wings,

For a new joy that life could bring.

~the new jenny

On my new journey

** Last August post! Later after the battle of joy begins. Thanks for the freedom, Lord.

I have realized that life so beautiful when you learn to loved the most simple and humble way. Amen. 

My New Pet, JJ!

Yesterday, I went to Quiapo, Manila to buy some stuff and bought some food to eat. While I was walking down the busy streets, some cuteness captured my sight. It's rabbit!

It was placed on a large selling basket together with other rabbits on a different color like white, brown and gray. And bought one gray color  male little thing.

He had no cage yet later soon I will buy him. I named him JJ! At first, he was so shy and always crumpled on dark side of my bed. But after hugging and kissing him, he was comfortable walking around my bed. Apparently shit and peed the same time wtf! His shit looks so tiny, dry and odorless but his pee was a foul smell. He was cute but stubborn because he chewed my tiny radio cable wtf! He was absolutely impish!

Here some photo of JJ the great.

Feeling comfy on my bed.

"First dinner with my mome!" - JJ :)

He was so cute nomming some beans.

On her carrots after finishing the beans.

"Ei, what's that, mome?" - JJ

Some Jolly fries for you, baby!" - me

nom nom nom

The morning we both woke up was worrying me because if I leave JJ home alone, he might be starving. So I put him on my bag and brought him to office. He was so happy jumping around my table and started chewing some documents wtf! So I grabbed him back to my drawer. He slept later. -_-

JJ on his office trip. Lol.

Busy rabbit.

Sniffing some office stuff.

That's all for JJ! He needs to sleep so bye guys!

Southwest Monsoon

August 7 and 8, 2012 one of the most unforgettable tragic moments in the Philippine history. The torrential rain had caused the whole Manila into flood, there is no typhoon but due to Southwest Monsoon almost left many families homeless and devastated with such trials.

A time to unite and a time to pray. God bless Filipinos.

Along C.M Recto Manila

At Binondo with Carlyn

Despite of hard life, filipinos still smile. After the fall, we stand still and shine.

We know not to give up. We work hard to go back.

Pray for Philippines.

Ephesians 1:3 NLT

All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms because we are united with Christ.

Another Rainy Moments

I wonder how to comfort myself. Last July 31, I was inviting my friends to come and join me watch some good movie but out of 5 peeps I have invited all refused. Lol. But never bothered to force them or something, it was just a nice approached to invite but not sincerely. Muahaha! I used to go out OBAMAself!

I would like to watch the Batman movie yet hesitant as I am still thinking the string of shooting incidents happened in Aurora, Colo so scary I don't want to experience the "Dark Night ..err Knight" moments and yes I am too exaggerated, thank you.

Second choice, I wanna watched "The Expendables" yet it's not yet showing --coming soon.

Some films are local which I don't like. So, I've bought "The Dictators" ticket.

The cam addict.

The Dictator ticket for P200. Sorry, it's blurry. Damn cellphone.

The movieghosters, ehem moviegoers.

I thought the film was a waste of money and time. But it was indeed a funny and naughty movie. I was like laughing till I die on my seat. It was a story of dictatorship and indeed a very nice movie.

The Dictator is a 2012 comedy film co-written by and starring Sacha Baron Cohen.

 When it comes to originality and witty thoughts, this movie is a two thumbs-up! Applause!

But it was three thumbs-down when I am about to go home, it was the heavy rain and scary wind waiting outside the mall. I was trapped and can't go home it was flood everywhere. So I've walked like a showered poor chick from SM, Manila to Sta Cruz church.And another damn incident, there was this FX vehicle passenger who does flipped up the car door carelessly without looking on the outside passers by. I was hit on my arm until now it's swollen! Freaking experience.

Sta Cruz bridge

end of story -_- 

Rainy Dinner in Phat Panda!

Yesterday, August 01 first Wednesday of the month, the usual Novena day. I went to lit some candle and prayed for my beloved. After waiting for Carlyn, we went for a dinner in Phat Panda Fastfood I have blog this post already HERE!

The dinner was only P270 good for two peeps or can be three if both eat like a chicken.

Butter Chicken

Beef Steak

And a plate of shanghai rice but I dunno why I can't post the photo it said "lost in connection". 

That was the tremendous rainy day moment and more soon. The typhoon Gener going gone to Taiwan. 

Salam, muslim readers!